March 15, 2003
12:02 a.m.

So I'm actually considering doing something with this site now that I have some free time on my hands. My life has been pretty boring lately and I'm actually happy about that. Well I hate being bored, but I'd rather be bored than constantly having to deal with people and all the bullshit that goes along with them.
It's funny though, my senior year I decide to join a sport (Tennis) and now I actually regret not joining a long time ago because it's fun. Who would've thought that I, Miss anti-school and well anti-people, would enjoy participating in a school activity.
For those of you that don't know, I had this site set up around two years ago as mainly a place for randomness. It was something for a bored little 15 year old to do. It was strange today when I was going through all the stuff I had for this site. I was an interesting 15 year old who didn't understand the hows and whys of the world I lived in. I miss that ignorance, or rather that innocence. Nearly 3 years later I now know all too well whats going on and I wish I didn't. I don't profess to be an all knowing 17 year old (my 18th birthday's next week guys), but I do feel like I have experienced some things that have made me reevaluate who I am and how I relate to others. But I guess that's what growing up is all about.
Moving away from the sentimental emotional bullshit (heh) assuming that nothing of relative importance comes up I will start to work on this site and hopefully make it somewhat interesting, no promises though I have this habit of starting things and never finishing them. I guess we'll just wait and see.